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I officially got my start in the scene in the late 90’s, but I knew something was going on with me way before that. I began with the online chat thing, where I met lots of great, and a few not-so-great people. I made friends, got involved and was even one of the owners of the original SM Radio station "Dominant Radio."
Unfortunately my first serious BDSM relationship turned out to be with one of the "not-so-great's" mentioned above and the kindest thing I can say is, I got a "bumpy" start to my BDSM journey. I feared that all BDSM relationships were going to be abusive and toxic and was almost ready to give up on this life when in May 2005 I went to Camp Crucible for what was going to be my LAST scene event and that was when everything changed for me.
I met my Daddy, Bo, that weekend and corny as it sounds, my life would never be the same.
It's been quite a journey so far and I've learned an awful lot about myself and this BDSM lifestyle. To my great relief, I saw that what I wanted really WAS possible; I just hadn't found the right people yet. I learned that I could be loved and treated with integrity AND be degraded, beaten and everything else my twisted mind yearned for. I learned that I had to love myself, release my demons and continually work on making myself the best person I could be. Finally, I found out how amazing it feels and what it means to work hard for something I wanted so very badly, when on November 19th, 2006, the day I had been dreaming about came true. I became the property of my Daddy and was collared.
My karma is obviously pretty good because besides getting the best daddy in the world, on the 3-year anniversary of meeting my daddy, at Camp Crucible 08, I was made a member of Sovereign House and now I have a whole Leather Family!
As far as my interests, with Daddy I am basically just a dirty filthy thing. Some of my most favorite things to do are: Impact play, like punching, kicking and face slapping. I have a very deep need for pain and humiliation and dehumanization; I want to stripped down to the core, to be open and vulnerable and just be me. I have some really dark fantasies and for those who are interested in knowing more, you'll have to talk to my Daddy.
I am very much Daddy's silly little girl and I love just being goofy and having fun with him. I like making up words and talking funny. It makes me happy and makes Daddy laugh. I am pretty friendly and outgoing and love to meet new people so feel free to say hello.
I also have top tendencies, which I am starting to explore. If you are interested in being my guinea pig, drop me an email.
I am an active member of TES and have presented my class "I'm dirty and I like it" at TES and Floating World 08 |